Goodbye forever…a world painted in more shades of black than one could ever know, grief and sorrow flowing like rivers of blood…It must have been cold, so cold like death…It was so high, it must have been night…The waters so dark and cruel, just covering and taking you like you were its own…

I keep wondering if there was something I could have done…something more I could have known to stop this darkness…The rains keep falling even though midsummer is here…All that we ever dreamed of, put to rest. The world may go on but life has ceased for the beautiful soul you are, never again to feel the sun or wish upon the stars.

This world is cruel, lonesome and dark. I did not love enough and I gave it all away. Tragedy is beyond the comprehension of the soul, a darkness unprecedented, and a sorrow beyond all tears. In my life, I will always carry you now. In my pain, I will remember you and how life let you go…

Five years wasn’t enough. From the first day, I wanted to be your friend, and you took me in so graciously and openly, like the wondrous heart that you are. Now, an eternal darkness has descended, taking us forever into nightmares we cannot wake from.

I pray you are with God, and that God give you all the peace, love and healing your broken heart needs. May this life wash from you like heaven’s rain, may you be finally happy…

I remember you, beyond the sun, beyond the skies…wherever you are, you have my heart. And I’ll always be with you through this life…This night is heavy and a life so young and beautiful, snatched away in its prime, is tragic beyond words. This loss is greater than any I have known, sadder beyond all I have experienced…

Something went wrong and there you went…into the darkest night. Too little too late, this world has lost its light.