The monogamy of single mindedness, the tragedy of double minds and singled hearts. I waded across the bay, and allowed myself a taste of territories beyond my conservation. It flowed into me, sweet waters in the midst of the frozen sea.

We were stranded in places without reason or care. These fleeting luxuries I could afford, these faces I fashioned in my mind, ’til they were mine. I laughed at the days for they were at my feet. Every smile and turn was supposed yet genuine, passing and forgettable. It lasted only in me.

Each feeling I treasured, and each word was a psalm. My prayers came to life as I walked on water. Kingdom came and where the stars fell, I could never know. I looked back at the fawning destruction, and felt the fire burn my eyes. It was a long time ago, and no time at all.

These figments of my imagination betrayed me with secrets. I saw them before me, glorified and worthless. It was nothingness in a time of everything. But the barrenness bore enduring fruit in this dried up heart of mine.

At last I understood, life within life. And I cherished the swan song of every sacred interlude.